I DON"T FEEL GUILTY
You're occupying a God sized apartment in my brain.
xx I can't get you out, no eviction notice on the door
I hate the distance between our bodies,between our mouths
my hands that could be touching your soft body
I hate that it is what i want to do, right now.
It makes my life seem pointless, I'd rather be there
I'd rather be doing anything with you, watching your
eyes as you look at things, the way you smile at the
human beings you encounter, the way they smile back.
I'd be happy and proud just to be that close to you.
I'd feel special, I just sit here.
I sleep in, I make some tea, I have a tummy ache.
I spend my days thinking about what you're doing
its not healthy-- but that's nothing new

coming soon to a theatre near you.